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So it turns out that I am delusional
07/07/26 at 01:35:29
 
So I'm stuck in a world of delusion, and more than likely you are too.
At least according to the Forum members at Audio Science Review.

I have been reading their forums for a while now, just lurking, not commenting at all.

So it turns out that all "Properly Designed" amplifiers should sound the same, as do DAC's or any other digital devices.
Of course vinyl and any form of tape are completely beneath contempt and not worthy of mentioning in any serious discussion.

If you think that anything sounds better or more pleasing, well you are delusional.
It turns out that we only think something sounds better is because we paid too much for it.
Speaking about costs, it turns out that more or less the entire high fidelity industry is some sort of organized syndicate that is only here to take money from all of us gullible suckers.

From what I gather they only listen to test tones in double blind testing, that sounds like a fun night of listening to me!

I've also learned that unless you have a 500 watt Class D amplifier pumping out 110dB, you aren't hearing music as it should be listened.  
It also turns out that Amazon basic cables sound exactly the same as any cables that you have. I must not only be delusional but deaf too.

Anyway, if you can't measure it you sure can't hear it.
Funny thing is that I don't listen to test tones.

Sorry a quick edit from me on this.
I've been able to spend on my system from money I made as an Engineer.
The only Engineering rule that I know is 100% correct is that there are no absolutes in Engineering.
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Reply #1 - 07/07/26 at 02:29:44
 
Well yes, I can accept that. I am fairly delusional.

I suppose in a perfect world everything “should” be to my like. Should but not ought. And as far as price goes, diminishing returns are a real thing. I think that’s an exponential curve with price growing exponentially for relatively minor improvements in sound quality.

I have also used test tones to find nulls in bass response. I agree that it’s not fun but the sacrifice is worth the reward once you nail the crossover frequency or room treatment.

In fact, just this weekend I found myself needing to connect my television to my Decware amp because my new streamer doesn’t have digital inputs, and I found an Amazon basics 1/8” headphone to RCA cord in a tote in a box in the garage that did the trick. And I have to admit that more than once during the film I said, “Holy spit, this sounds amazing!”  

The hifi industry may even be an organized syndicate. I certainly can’t rationalize most of it. Especially when some live singer with a beat up $200 Yamaha acoustic guitar can sound better live than my stereo does at home. But hell. I certainly enjoy this vice. And that’s what it’s all about. Bringing all those performances here when I can’t be there.

And yeah, I haven’t heard much of anything aside from ringing since I last heard 110db, and for the most part I prefer to listen to enjoy rather than analyze. But I also suppose that’s why they are there and we are here. Either way, I’m pretty happy with my system. I hope they are too!

Thought provoking topic, Donnie.
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Reply #2 - 07/07/26 at 02:35:22
 
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Posted by: Donnie      Posted on: Today at 17:35:29

...Anyway, if you can't measure it you sure can't hear it.
Funny thing is that I don't listen to test tones...


Well, I am a (recovering) physicist and in the early days of the internet I would try to argue with these jackwagons. I would tell them that no one bought a Stradivarius or a Rembrandt or a Château Margaux based on measurements and I wasn't going to buy audio gear based on them either. Surprisingly no one changed her or his mind.  At least I learned a valuable lesson about the internet.



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Reply #3 - 07/08/26 at 01:01:07
 
Having looked a lot at delusions from a standpoint of years of zen practice, I guess I have a little different view of the definition than dictionaries might. To me delusions are originally products of wanting to act out our desires without having to look too much at the causes and effects of those actions. When we do things that we want to for our own gain, with negative consequences for ourselves, other people, things, ecosystems, etc, seems that action usually needs to be rationalized or denied in order to feel OK about ourselves.

So in the case of individual delusions, we modify fundamental truth just enough to feel less pain from the pain we cause ourselves and others, while the divergence from truth remains close enough to some concept of the truth that the delusion is believable as truth. Delusions become "the truth."

Making it more confusing and complex, the human race, having been working on this for millennia, we are born and cultured into a vast fabric of interrelated and interdependent partial truths posing as, and protected as truths... ultimately making the truth obscure, and even flexible. Then, everything grey, it can all be opinion, or "my truth"  rather than truth, which in turn makes the breadth and depth of overlaid delusions greater, and more confused and destructive.

Still, with consideration, so many "truths" posing as "the truth," "the truth" rarely feels complete or true really. But with long progression, and varying cultural consensus about what is true, confusions not only allow for more variations on the truth from an individual and group perspective... but, as defeating, confusion about reality makes "our truth" more fragile, more difficult to perceive and trust. Finally, as delusions interrelate with reality, subconscious and conscious mistrust of delusions influence our views of reality, usually making our sense of reality not fully trustworthy.

"Out in the wind" we seek something to hold onto, and many of the things we come to desire are not objects, but beliefs, ideas, and doctrines. To feel better, more stable and secure in a world made insecure by delusions, we inadvertently come to "protect" and "defend" delusions as truth... making them part of our identity and giving us something to hold onto, and often worse, something to fight about. What a mess!


In audio measurement context, with our standard, relatively incomplete tools, if we take them as more than pointers, as absolute, I think we are agreeing to deny the complexity of what makes music in a room interact as completely as possible with our body/mind/consciousness... with our musical sensibilities. For my own path, me, I have always avoided measurements, in part because they tend to be incomplete; in part because, for so many, interpretation of them tends to be incomplete while acting complete, limiting potential to take things further more quickly; and related, concern about becoming dependent on them as part of a cultured belief system that is only partially true (delusional if interpreted as absolute).

In my experience, exploring lots of really nice gear and cables that have been measured, and consistently and progressively finding ways to adjust them for a more complete and realistic musical experience.... from that context, I think a big part of what has kept me off measurements was concern that they might influence and limit my seemingly ever-refining perception and discernment, things that refine themselves with use. I get that measurements can be quite useful as pointers, as steps on the way to a potentially great experience. But I can't help thinking that refined perception and discernment are our most powerful tools for helping us find countless nuanced qualities of time and sound that are needed to shape a more complete musical experience.

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Reply #4 - 07/08/26 at 01:24:36
 
Very well-articulated Will.

Donnie, I found that many of the denizens of that board (and elsewhere) are unaware that they have embraced an expectation bias that they accuse others of. Just as they lament that many believe that cables, amps etc. differ in sound and so "experience" the differences, they are already convinced that these differences don't really exist, so they don't hear them. . . .
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Reply #5 - 07/08/26 at 14:51:58
 
Will,

Thanks for that.

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Reply #6 - 07/08/26 at 16:19:23
 
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...In audio measurement context, with our standard, relatively incomplete tools, if we take them as more than pointers, as absolute, I think we are agreeing to deny the complexity of what makes music in a room interact as completely as possible with our body/mind/consciousness...


Well said Will. I would put it like this: measurements can be a good way to find what is wrong, but our ears are much better at optimizing what is right.
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Reply #8 - 07/09/26 at 19:12:00
 

Likable guy, but text book definition of many audio engineers who listen with their eyes.  In that Interconnect video I believe he admitted he heard differences, more dynamics, more weight, etc., and then rationalized it as just the way his brain interpreted it at that particular moment.  In other words, even if I can hear it, I can't hear it.  If not for this methodology underpinning the hi-fi industry, Decware wouldn't be so successful.
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Reply #9 - 07/15/26 at 22:43:42
 
"Funny thing is that I don't listen to test tones."

Perfect!  ;)  [smiley=icqlite20.png]

I am still locked into much the same gear I've been listening to since about 2003. Same speakers for 2 channel since 1998.(Zen)and 5.1 Yamaha (2007).  Hsu sub since 2003, 2 Klipsch subs since about 2007 and 2011 (5.3). Oppo Blu ray players since announcement dates. Blu jeans speaker wires/sub cables/and pretty, well made ones too into the Zen.      
The Zen amp is still my last purchase.. Love that thing! A few years in now. Almost nightly. I have great hearing especially for my age. Very lucky. I am not an 'audiophile' as I do not have dog ears apparently. Cool I do hear some differences though just fine. A big time music FAN! So much fun just listening nowadays. All I want music-wise anymore is still, well recorded physical media. Next one will be the Steven Wilson mixed Blu Ray of Phil Collins, Face Value. That man is awesome at what he does....
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Reply #10 - Yesterday at 11:53:40
 
I find it so hard to understand those who really "don't hear" differences in the things that we find so much pleasure in differentiating and enjoying.

Along these lines I was thinking how frustrating it would be to have a solid state amplifier that locked one into a specific "character" of sound and not be able to roll a tube and tailor the sound that way. After nearly four decades of having my own tube equipment (after growing up with my Dad's) I just feel I would be unable to be satisfied with even the very best solid state amplification. I'd have to have a ZROCK3 in front of it at least! I think I'd rather have the less transparent but classic sounding EICO HF-81 integrated I used to have rather than a modern solid state amp that gets lots of good press.

If this be delusion. . . so be it. . . there's lots of delusion in this modern world, I'll choose this one. I am getting sound from my system today that both inspires and captivates me. I can ask for little more.
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I find it so hard to understand those who really "don't hear" differences in the things that we find so much pleasure in differentiating and enjoying...


My feeling is they don't really care about "hearing." They get pleasure from the argument, not the listening.
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Reply #12 - Yesterday at 17:50:39
 
You may be right. Why one would bother to pick a subject that they really don't have a deep interest in to argue, I'll not know. . . .
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Along these lines I was thinking how frustrating it would be to have a solid state amplifier that locked one into a specific "character" of sound and not be able to roll a tube and tailor the sound that way.


Lon, to some extent I agree but there’s also another perspective. I don’t consider myself an expert by any means but I do feel like I can hear the subtle differences in small system tweaks. My wife and I both love music and while I can be fanatical (delusional) about my stereo, she can be happy listening through a Bluetooth speaker. And there are times I just want to listen to music and not be fanatic about it. When I go to a live event I’m not thinking “the sound man can do better if they…”. I can just enjoy it.
I had the pleasure of using a First Watt SIT-4 for a few months earlier this year and if I could have found a buyer for my 300b I would have kept the SIT-4. There’s something to be said for something that just sounds “right” the way it is without needing constant tweaking. And the SIT-4 had it, in my room, with my source and speakers, yada yada. I think that’s really what we’re all after. We just want “that” sound. And if you can find it without worrying about a scratchy volume pot or crackling tube… hey, I want that.
But this is a separate discussion from someone who thinks all cables sound the same and all digital is the same digital.
I came to Deware for the Zen mentality. Super simple signal chain that sounds amazing and eliminates the weak links. The more simple and less tweaking I can do while still getting that sound, the better.
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Reply #14 - Today at 05:18:09
 
I’ve been meaning to reply to this thread for a long time, but was being lazy as I didn’t have access to a larger screen, and I didn’t want to type it on my phone. So today I figured I would get the assistance from ChatGPT to get my thoughts into words. After multiple prompts and corrections, I finally got a draft that I was happy with.


What turns me off about ASR isn’t that they value measurements—it’s the certainty with which they dismiss anyone whose listening experience doesn’t fit their worldview.

I’ve been in this hobby for nearly six years, and while I’m still learning, I’ve spent countless hours listening to my system and making carefully considered changes. Some differences have been subtle, others have been immediately obvious, but many have been meaningful enough that they’ve deepened my enjoyment of the music. After living with components for weeks or months, no one is going to convince me that those experiences were just my imagination because a graph says they shouldn’t exist.

I also don’t make my decisions in a vacuum. I pay close attention to the experiences of people whose ears and judgment I’ve come to respect. If I consistently hear similar impressions from experienced listeners, that carries weight with me. It doesn’t replace my own listening, but it certainly helps guide what I choose to audition. In the end, my ears make the final decision in my own system.

Measurements absolutely have their place, and I appreciate what they tell us. I just don’t believe they tell the entire story. This hobby is about connecting with music, not winning an argument over who has the lowest distortion numbers. The day I stop trusting years of listening experience in favor of someone telling me what I should or shouldn’t hear is probably the day this hobby stops being enjoyable.
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What Kam said.
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I personally am fifty years in this hobby, and I have had my time with solid state and made little improvements and was happy to listen to music on a little transistor radio etc. in the past. But for at least the 'nineties on, when my marriage led me to stop playing music, I have needed a deeper connection with recorded music, and also have moved to predominantly acoustic based music, and the full solid state experience did not fulfill me as it did. (Fusion and rock sound better to me on solid state than the music I predominantly listen to--if I listened to mainly rock it would be far less of a gulf between solid state and tube in my listening world). The much more tunable aspect of tube equipment seduced me and I've not found the same playback joy since with solid state except a few I've heard in others' homes that cost many times what Decware does.

Perhaps we're all different and I was not attempting to speak for anyone else.  But for me the gulf between my systems with tubes and solid state I have had is wide and I don't wnat to cross that divide. As I am unable to "treat" rooms I need the versatility and explorability.
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